Happy birthday Yan! :)

Will be back to update on the prom night & chalet.

Apparently been lazy and busy lately.

Will be updating pictures of chalet and prom night, provided if I'm free..

笑着难过，自我惩罚。。

不如痛死我吧。

Back from chalet. :)

Due to some factors, I'll be considering to whether to update the blog or not.

Here by, I need to thanks Darren, Dengyi, Boon and Xiaowei for allowing me to sob my heart out while drinking yesterday at the beach.

.. I guess from now on.. the most important thing in life is to be fillial to my parents. I have realize I've yet to grown up to become a better friend, a better guy for someone who I doesn't deserve and more importantly, a better son to begin with.

I don't know how to describe my feeling now but it seems so saddening when my brother told me something.. It seems like I've failed even as an individual human.

We pray for our cease of humanity.. soon.

Went to Bugis with Susu, Darren and Thong today to shop for our "Prom Night" in the upcoming 18th. As usual, I was late.

We walked from Bugis Street to Bugis Junction and from Bugis Junction to Bugis street for about 3 times before we could finish buying what we want. Darren has totally no opinion as to what he want to buy and any idea in mind. All he know how to say was, "anything lo.. anything." But anyway, he brought his shoe, shirt and pant. Thong also brought his shirt and pant but somehow regret buying the pant.. Shall not emphasis.. LOL.

Susu also brought her accessories while I only brought a stud and a shirt. :(

Can't find any suitable shoe to buy.. Gonna see again on the 17th when I collect my shirt. (Shirt has been sent to alter to fit my size -.-)

And dinner @ Chinatown.

Last picture before I end this post.

Gonna have chalet from 15th - 17th. Don't miss me guys. LOL. Most of my readers are all my close friends. So I guess they won't miss me cause they get to see me tomorrow. LOL.

12 November.

Caught "Jessica's body" with Yan.

We agree it was kind of a stupid show. The show was about a girl (Megan Fox) got sort of kipnapped and stabbed by a group of band, who're sacrificing her to Satan in order to get popular. Sacrifices to Satan must be a virgin, if not, the demon will possessed the victim which has been stabbed. (Apparently Megan Fox is not a virgin." So this Megan Fox went to her BFF (Best Friend Forever) and told her the truth. Obviously the BFF was terrified by her but was still willing to befriend her. (By the way, Megan Fox feeds on human in order to look young and pretty.) However, Megan Fox killed her BFF boyfriend, which resented her BFF who went to kill Megan Fox later on in the movie. Eventually Megan Fox was killed by her and she was scratched by Megan Fox which made her attain the "demonic ability." Later on in the movie, the BFF went to kill the band which made her lose her everything. (Boyfriend, BFF)

STUPID RIGHT. I KNOW.

13 November.

Caught "2012" with 7 several other people..

Yup, the show depict a rather touching scene but it was way too exaggerating. However, the graphic was really cool and good. It was so heartwarming to see families reunion, and how fragile life is. In life, we could avoid conflicts between humanity but we could not avoid natural disasters. What has our poor cultivation has done to this world now.. ? Nothing but damages. A nice 4.5/5 rating show indeed.

Went to eat frog leg porridge at Geylang after Munyee's leaving. Gosh, been long since I last had one. Sugoooooooiiiii!

And went to take MRT from Kallang to Pasir Ris, and from Pasir Ris to CCK. Madness far.

Need to had a good night rest now as I have to meet the others to shop tomorrow. Running headache after a day out now. Cya guys!

YAY!!! WILD. WILD. WILD.

Today is a very important day, as it mark the end of O's. Freedom at last. Everyone can finally take a break after working so hard for their future. I'm feeling kinda uneasy deep inside now.. It seem like there's something missing in part of my life now.. It's like there's no motivation for me to aim for.. Yeah, I guess I will kinda get used to it.. I believe.

It's also a kinda sad day today as we know that, from now on, we might not have any opportunity to find a good reason to visit the school any more. However, I guess the ties and bonds the class has created has already stand a very important position in part of their life.

Throughout my secondary school life, I found many good friends. Friends that endured my atittude, friends that laugh and cry together, friends that play and fool around all night long. I'll always remember the times where we hang out together, laugh and play together, go out shopping together, play lan together, ton together, and more importantly, the times we spent at our chalet.

Though throughout the years, there's positive quarrels which made our bonds stronger, there's also negative quarrels which caused us to lose each other as a result. However, as this year came to an end, I realized that actually those meaningless quarrels happened due to my immature.. My immature cause friends to suffer as a result.

As we grew up to become more mature and wise people, as we think back to look upon our memories and think about it.. actually there're nothing but regrets. Times could never travel back, but it's always good to reflect back to see how much you've actually grown throughout the years. I'm most thankful for friends throughout the years, and friends that I've gained now. Secondary school life has sure past fast, what comes ahead of us is yet another unknown environment.

Yup, all I want to say is, treasure what you have now and keep in contact guys! These memories and friendships we attained are not show for good. They're witness to how much you've changed. They're friends that made you change. They're buddies that share your joy, happiness and secrets together..

Also, thanks guys for all the coaching and accompance throughout this years.. Such as in Secondary 1 and 2, copy Darren's answer... and tutors such as Xiaowei and Dengyi.. Mugging partner like Jessica.. Shop and hangout with Suen.. Laughed a lot with Munyee.. This Secondary school life has such been an amazing one. :)

More photos will be updated soon.

Hmm, still wondering what to wear for Prom Night.

Long sleeves with suspender.. ?

Or long sleeves with vest. No idea. Give me some suggestions!

Mom and sisters will be sponsering me! Hahahaha.

By the way, looking for jobs real soon. Anyone have lobangs? T.T

That pussy bangala invigilator today fucking held us back due to one pussy. It's just so unfair. And honestly, that ahpunehneh really damn guailan. Nb!

Friends are the one that always there when you need them most. >:)

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Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
And as in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Tim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.